Before I proceed, a short note:
Expect the next few months of not so happy thoughts and emo posts. If you're allergic to it, you might want to steer clear of this blog.
Getting back to topic:
1. Do not sleep. Sleep is bad for you. You see him in your sleep. In your sleep you're as happy as two peas in a pod. Then you wake up and you cry. And you get sleepy coz you cried. It's a stupid cycle, so from now on, quit sleeping.
2. Stop using your phone. Everytime you put in your passcode to unlock it, it's him you think of because your password is still his birthday. And you haven't moved on enough to change your password yet. Not even to 1234.
3. Plug your ears. As you're working in a place full of people from Bulacan, the way they say "mada-e" for madami, and their insertion of the letter w in between words will constantly remind you of how he talks.
4. Entertain yourself so as not to be sad. Because when you're sad, you remember that time when he bought you Bochog just to cheer you up. Don't look at Bochog or Gap.
5. Don't eat. You don't have anyone to share your plate with anymore. No one will keep trying to take the rice from your side of the plate. Or push mounds of it over to your side to make you eat more.
To sum up everything in one short step: curl up in a corner and die.
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